I AM EMPLOYED!

YAY everyone! i am employed!
but the job is kinda hard because im a telemarketer and i make appointments! I MUST MAKE APPOINTMENTS or get fired.

and farout its sooo hard =.= damnit ! lols

oh the difficulty! lols

but yes finally employed! YAY YAY!

lol yesterday i called this place up and it was an old lady and she was like "no no im not interested! i've already contacted telstra about these calls and im sick of it! JUST SICK OF IT! STOP IT!" and im like =.= we aren't associated with telstra .... and then yeah she already hung up so i was like finneee! LOls

and i got such a big headache =.= oh the pain ... so right now i hate the job but ohwell hmm

i also got an ipod video yesterday hahaha ! oh the eventfulness of yesterday.

I AM SOO TIRED RIGHT NOW ITS NOT FUNNY! and all i did was like sit and talk

okay im off

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It's okay! IM ALIVE!

sorry for my apparent drop off the earth since new years.

But i've been waiting for good news to come so i can blog about it.

Unfortunately no luck!

i'm still unemployed and yeah! well it really sucks ahhas!

I got into UWS blacktown campus though! which is okay i guess. However my goal is UTS!! UTS UTS UTS UTS!! lolols

and life is still relatively boring! going out more though! which is good as it takes out the extremely, death defying boring! ya know the boring to the point u want to smash urself into walls for entertainment purposes? haha yeah well no more of that!

I've rediscovered eating too! because of all the food we keep buying. Yeah eating takes boredom away! however it welcomes fat. which is abit uncool. LOL!

I've been watching a ton of dramas! i watched romantic princess and it was the best drama EVERR! then there was love at first fight which was freaking funny too! and now watching hana kimi the taiwanese one then i plan to watch coffee prince when jacquie lends to me!

Can i just say the whole enrolling for university thing is just confusing?! its like we have to enrol for every damn class and its all over the place and i swear im so confused. LOL they need a fat guide! not just all these links to all these random things that don't explain clearly enough! BAHH! also uws hasn't even got a date for orientation day yet. so yeah! must check up on that! LOLs

The tennis has become super entertaining! especially the federer matches! oh! GO FEDERER!! he is so cool! lol! because he does the most smoothest hits and such. Too good too good!

okay i'm gonna try and update more often!

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HAPPY NEW YEAR!

So yesterday i went to watch the fireworks! EXCITING MUCH?

Yerp!

i was meant to meet up with hodobro, trishy steph and isha and her friends at around 6-7. Anyways they were at circular quay and i got there 10 minutes after them and the area they were in WAS CLOSED! because it was full! and it had like ... no access area full. SO I WAS :O!!!!! then i couldn't get to them. So i tried to meet up with lillian, yanny and her bf william. But then they were going to ashfield park to watch fireworks O_O and i wouldn't be able to get home. So yarh! instead i met up with julia, sue, kylie, kenneth, martin and this other guy whom i don't know his name. Yerp! met up with them at galaxy world then yeah got easyway. We decided to try the mocktails. THEY WERE SO SOUR OMG! lols. Kenneth couldn't handle it LMAO@HISFACE.

Anyways they kept smoking! =.= whilst me and kylie decided to take luvo photos lol! yerp! thats the way to go. After that we went to maccas and ate there because the guys were all poor! i mean martin had NO MONEY whatsoever haha. After that we headed our way to darling harbour to watch 9o'clock fireworks. And we luckily found some random spot in the front which was oddly uninhabited! woo. AND THE FIREWORKS STARTED! LIKE SO RANDOMLY! cuz we were just sitting talking then BOOOM!! LMAOLMAO!! IT WAS THE BEST FIREWORKS EVER I SWEAR OMFG!! it was so nice! there was such nice colours and it was nonstop! very good combinations too! and julia loved the sparkly things lOL! that sprouted from random spots in the water. Then we could also see the fireworks on the other side. And yeah! they had CUBE FIREWORKS! its like *BOOM* and a cube appears LOL! like 3D cube! so amazing. hahahs

Yerp! then like ours stopped for abit but theirs kept going so we were like huh? then suddenly ours started again! and ours went on for even longer than theirs cuz yeah after a while theirs stopped. ANYWAYS! it was long fireworks and reallly goooood! i swear it was better than the 12o'clock ones of last year! yerp! it was worth it! HAHAs

So yeah after that they were gonna go starcity vip room but only had 5 bands so i couldn't go. But then i was gonna meet up with hodo and stuff at opera house then because apparently you could get through. But then jess called and they were closeby so i met up with them. And yerp i t was jas, jess, philip and his group of friends o_O it was a HUGE GROUP! and omg they kept stopping and we were like =.=. then finally got to town hall station and we caught the train to milsons point and yeah! there was alot of people but not as much and impossible to move as circular quay. Then we found a spot and like jess and philip went to find the rest of the GINORMOUS GROUP also jess went toilet lOL! yerp. Then they couldn't find us and the countdown started and wooo! HAPPY NEW YEAR HOMIES! omg it was so much fun! the fireworks were freaking awesome. jas and i kept WHOAING! AND GOING OMG!! WOW WOWOWOWOWOWOWOW! because it was amazing shit right there! however it didn't go for as long as 9o'clock ones. Only like 12 minutes? lols! STILL GOOOD! fireworks were everywhere though! hard to keep up! LOLS. Bridge fireworks were the best! DA BESTTT!!

After we kept looking for jess but seriously i have never seen so much people in my life! so we couldn't find her. Then finally i got through to her on the phone and we found her ! and like there was this walkway on the side where u can just like get into the station in seconds and they were there! SO FINDING JESS ALSO LED US TO THE STATION! and omg! if we didn't find her we would still be stuck in the non-moving crowds! so awesome awesome! yerp! and we got on the penrith train! HAPPY FOR ME! cuz straight home haha. At milsons point there was police and stuff that blocked carriages that were too full, they didn't even let one person on. which was really good! LOL. But at wynyard there was a SHITLOAD OF PEOPLE! and no police there SO THEY JUST ALL PUSHED IN! lOL we were at the doorway and like we were going "omgomgmog .. NOOO SPACE NOOO!!!" *is drowned by mass of pushing people* LOLS yerp! and this guy from our giant group he was squashed against the glass and jess and i kept laughing at him cuz he looked so funny. Then more people pushed in and yeah jess was very close to having her head plunged into someones underarm LOL. At town hall the massive group we were with got off because they were gonna eat or something. But we were going home so like yah LOL! and jess got off at central cuz her uncle taking her home. Then i stayed with jas til lidcombe and she went too and i was all alone!

I fell asleep like STRAIGHT AWAY! OMG LOLS. And this group of people got on at westmead or something and so funny! they all got off except one of them cuz yeah he had to go different stop and the guy was like to him "don't get raped" LOL AND HE WAS THIS GIANT ASIAN DUDE! LOL the people next to me started laughing hahas.

okay enough excited blabbering because it comes out as a mass of nonsense haha!
PHOTOS!
i cbb to upload videos, it's gonna take me till like freaking tomorrow =.= cuz so slow.
most are pretty bad because my camera is so shit in low light conditions! sorry peeps.

woo! look! its like shooting up! lol


darling harbour 9'o'clock fireworks! LOL SO SPARKLY MUCH?


weeee


=D! most decent photo! without weird wiggly lines haha


BRIGHT!! HAHA


these ones were cool! they look like mercedes benz logos hahah!!


yerp


=D!!


then it was TOO BRIGHT! and my camera couldn't handle that either =.= haha this is da bridge! HAHA


YAY!!


kylie and i haa


sue-moo and i!


this looks coool! so yeah hahah nice nice!


julia's favourtie haha


i realized its blurry but i quite like it haha


WOO THIS ONE IS NICE! aND ELECTRIC!


=D!!


coools


whilst crossing under the bridge to milsons point! thats the thing on the bridge which wasn't very exciting haha!


YAY PEOPLE LOOK!


horohors!


omg sparkly haha


happy new year!


woo!


LOl jellyfish

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HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

awws

Yes it been a highly dissapointing month.

with my dissapointing hsc results to my even more dissapointing UAI.
The hsc results were okay results, reasonable. I guess i was hoping for too much? i duno ... i was begging for at least one band 6 but ofcourse life is bitch (as we all know) and i didn't get one .. not even close to one! oh no its just band 5s and 4s =.=

Then the uai was just gay. because scaling is gay. i know its a fair system and what not but scaling is still gay. So yes scaling will always be gay to me *glares@scaling system*

Also i haven't been able to find employment! so it means i am poor and useless and completely hopeless. Farout =.=. So yes i am still desperately seeking a job. And like ... anyone .. help? HAHAHS

Sorry for my .... very long absence ! but theres really nothing to blog about. i can't keep blogging about my failures. See i was hoping something good will come up to blog about but in reality such thing does no exist. So i can only blog about sad things.

Also mother told me today that i am forbidden to buy myself a nintendo ds lite. i told her i'd use my own money but no. She just glared at me harder and said a harder no. aww man! i was so looking forward to getting a ds! and also a job to get the ds. but still! by tomorrow i would've saved enough money to buy the freaking console! but now life just decides to be further depressing and stuffing me into a deeper, darker hole. I might aswel be lost in space at the moment with the amount of hope i have left.

Also everyone i seem to talk to has this amazing UAI that is like .... makes me feel even worse! well i don't know. I mean i feel happy for them but i get reminded of my own failures and life sorta ends there and i start looking for a rope or sharp object. hmms

aww man i am so frustrated right now.

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It's realllly boring.

Yes i'm becoming bored into the depths of the unknown.

It is sooo boring. I have nothing to look forward to! i just know my results will be coming out i need to get a job before my parents nag me to death and that i hate stupid employers because they take too long to decide and think rejecting me is so cool. IT IS NOT COOL! Stop rejecting me! or i'll stop buying your products! i'm a consumer ... I HAVE THE POWER! LOL!

As you can see the boredom is also driving me into unknown depths of insanity!

Post-hsc is sooo overated. During hsc you had so much plans! but you didn't plan to be poor and bored and at home everyday and annoyed. Because during hsc your parents agreed to all your outings planned for after hsc because they wanted to keep you happy and studious! BUT AFTER! its all a lie!!! the only time your let out is for job searching! besides from that your caged in! aww its so sad.

So my days consist of television and computer and watching dramas. I'm watching this new drama called black sugar macchiatto and its weird LOL. But i'm starting to enjoy it as i'd rather this than say housework ... *shivers* LOL!

i hope to get a job by this week ... you know before the hsc results come out? and i become doomed and unemployable because of my result lOL!!

Yes i have gone out a few times but not enough. Especially when your doing absolutely nothing at home. I'm currently going through absolute, complete nothingness. I have never felt so useless in my life! i no longer have excuses to give my parents ... i can't say i'm studying or anything because well i don't need to do anything. AT ALL!! so why can't they just let me out and save me from insanity?

Also my dreams are going wild. LIKE FREAKING APESHIT.

last night i dreamt i went back to macau and saw my cousins and like i had a nintendo ds (<3) ... which was the highlight of the dream. And i was playing and like i slept in same room as one of my cousins and she had her ds too and like she had to take some medication and every morning i'd wake up and she'd be trying to murder me. One morning i had woken up suffocating because she was attempting to squash me to death. LOLOL! but yes she decided to stop taking the medication because she said she thought it was making her a killer and i agreed then we went to consult the parents and then i woke up. Yerp.!

Okay enough crazy ramblings from the bored to death hermit.

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Heres the season to be jolly!

FA LALALALAAAAAAAAA LALALAAAAA!!

So yes! nothing has been happening lately!

that is the reason for the complete lack of posts! also another reason is my lazyness ... which increases by the days!

Anyways! i NEED A JOB! LOL i was rejected my luna park! aww =( poor me!

so im like applying everywhere like crazy? LOLS!

this nutty applyer! LOLs

Well since jas wrote a paragraph about me i shall write a paragraph about JASMINE CHOI!!
WHO IS THE BABYBOKCHOI! LOLS! and hasn't been doing anything but playing games and such for much of the week due to her great chubbyness! because after pulling wisdom tooth out! shes become fat! LOLS and swollen! and been bouncing off the walls! LIKE ... A CHOIBALL! LOLS o_O_O!
- star★star☆heart❤ says:
i haven't blogged in
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FOREBVVVERR!
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lol
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it's ok <3
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blog
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:D
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abt
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me
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- star★star☆heart❤ says:
lmaos mhmmms
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;)
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I SHALLLS
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rrrrrRrrrRrr
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U MUST
- star★star☆heart❤ says:
LMAO!!! if i must

YERP! THAT IS CORRECT? HAHAS
yahlor. JJP IS FUNKY! LOLS i don't know what to write! BUT I HAVE FINISH ALL MY FREE TO 3 MINUTES BECAUSE OF JC! yes i spent my time talking to a vegetable. A babybokchoi! lols. And tmr shall go school with her because she needs to sign out! YAH! and i need to go to retrieve my thongs! FLIPFLOPS! Then thursday its badmington? YAHLOR! run around hitting a ball! GETTING SKINNY ALL OVER AGAIN! AWESOME? but ofcourse jasmine shouldn't get anymore skinnier or we wont be able to see her and that would be tres uncool!

Cuz then u cannot see the babybok choi! or poke her or eat her! HOW UNFORTUNATE? yah! im currently talking to babybokchoi! and shes not saying much because .... its really boring!

POST-HSC is rather overrated? and boring! nothing to do or anything! duddes!!

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Hong Kong and Macau!

Yerp this week i went to hong kong and macau!

at airport jas so nice called me ! LOLS and i was so excited to go!! because i haven't been out of the country for like say .. 9 years? since 99. So yeah!

Anyways our plane became delayed!! omg i was like omg =.=

I dislike qantas! the seats were really uncomfy and the meals were gross and small. I was left starving!!

Anyways we finally got there like an hour late! then we couldn't find our uncle because my mother hasn't seen him in over 10 years and like .. she couldn't recognize him! I WAS LIKE OMG MOTHER!! then we spent an hour running around hong kong airport. We also tried calling but it wouldn't work because their phones were on the macau network and it doesn't work. So yes it was a frustrating hour. Then when we went to the payphone for one last time .. he was at the payphone and it was like a happy, shouting reunion of "I COULDN"T RECOGNIZE YOU OMG! UR SO SKINNY NOW! :O:O!" "WHERE WERE U ? OMG SORRY TO KEEP YOU WAITING! I TOLD U TO COME LATER!" lols and i just stood around awkwardly like yeahh ... LOL!

Then we went and caught the hong kong trains to get to some port to take a boat to macau. Hong kong trains are wayy more advanced than the australian rail network. It is suicide proof, silent, non-shaky and fast! like ZOOOOM. The like ... train area is blocked off with doors. and the train doors match up to those doors on the platform and the gap between the train and platform is like 3-4cm. You'd have to be beyond anorexic to fall into it! so yeah people can't jump onto the trains to suicide because its blocked off with like clear plastic glass or plastic? and only opens when the train stops and the train doors open. It is quite a complex system! that is FANTASTIC!!!

they also got this OCTOPUS card system. LOL i was watching a documentary on it! on their tv. And yeahh they top up this card they have ... and like to pay for stuff like trains and such and whatever leisure activities, buses .. ANYTHING!!! they just use the octopus card and beep it like our t-card bus system things! its so easy O_O! im amazed! LOl

Anyways i got abit seasick on the boatride. Btw its not this little dingy boat that we must row ourselves. Its like those nice looking tinted windows ferry boats at circular quay. Its ADVANCED! LOLS. I got abit seasick and i was tired so i fell asleep! and woke up and we were at macau. First we went to another uncles place and like my cousin came down and i had no prerecognition of his existence! hahas he is the second child and they call him "AHH THREE" LOL in chinese. So im confused. hahaha i always thought he was the third one thats why they called him that BUT I WAS WRONG!! LOLS

Anyways apparently he used to be really ugly and has become the best looking because they were all like "LOOK AT HIM! HE IS THE HANDSOMEST" and mother was like ":O! HE IS!" lmaos. And then they looked at me and they were "OMG! SHES SO TALL AND PRETTY NOW!! last time she came she was small, runty and dark and ugly" LOLOL!! Then they were comparing me against the cousin thats getting married saying i could be prettier than her. LIES! When i firs tsw her she had her hair full tied up and it was like okay ... then after her wedding she got a haircut and straightened and now shes :O!!! SMOKING! LOLS. So i am no competition! and shes still taller than me! by abit now hhas. Did i mention shes old? shes 28!! :OOO i thought she was like 24 or something. hahas

Anyways! next day was the wedding and that was an interesting wedding. See my cousin didn't know i was coming or else i'd be like .. first bridesmaid and wear the whole dress n stuff! but since she didn't she had to choose her ... fiance/husband's sister instead. LOL

As i bridesmaid i didn't need to do much but wear a flower on my arm and torture the husband before he came in. LOL. So yes we were at uncles house and yeahh he came at 11 on the dot! like he said lOL!
and before coming in we had to make him do stuff! we shook coke up and made them drink it and yeah the coke didn't explode much! SHAME ON THE COKE! it just like went all over the floor LMAO! then we made them eat extremely creamed cake. 50 push ups! which he couldn't do ... he had to seek help from his best men. Then we made him wear a bra, nappy, drink from baby bottle and kiss one of his bestmen! HAHA howver most he made his bestmen do! SHAME!! LOLs

then they had to pay the bridesmaids. And we all got $250 each which is apparently good LOL. and yeah we let them in and then he had to read this vowelly things in front of her bedroom door lmao! then she came out and they were married! aww she looked so cute because she was all giggly! LMAO!

Then we went around Macau to all the sights and stuff and photos photos photos! LOLS

Then at night was this dinner and it was like a bloody 10 course meal! i didn't eat everything because my stomach couldn't fit it and i was SOO INCREDIBLY TIRED! and the parents were drunk and that was just weird. Because they were all slurring and out of it! SHAME ON THEM! LOLs. And the dinner was on in this restraunt that spins around.

Yerp then the day after that we went to one of the casinos. The new one THE VENETIAN! and omg they had this area where its like outside. They had a fake sky and river and stuff! and it was SO COOL!!! i was SOO AMUSED! and we took photos n stuff mhmm! AWESOME.

Then days after that were filled with shopping until friday we went back to hong kong to visit motheres family friends and catch flight on sunday morning. Anyways it was BORING. It was only fun in Macau with family! WOO GO FAMILY!
i bought alot of stuff in macau!.

Lets list!
Mp4, green ARNOLD PALMER jacket, adidas shoes, formal shoes, formal bag, superlove t-shirt, superlove long sleeve jumper thingo, some random asian shirts, watch, mini external hardrive and umm i think thats it? i got a haircut too! HAHAS OH YEAH AND NEW GLASSES>
hahahs
wooo

Also my cousins had some of my baby photos! so i shall show!


mother said i was an ugly baby and DAMN I WAS. Guess which one i am?
IM THE ONE BEING HELD BY MY COUSIN (who just got married) the one with the extremely tiny eyes and tiny nose and tiny mouth on this fat round head!
and and ! isnt the one eating at the bottom so cute looking? HAHAS aww


LMAO@ME NOW i look like an idiot smiling toothlessly! HAHAS
and AHH THREE is behind me lOLOL!


this is their doggie!


THIS IS THE VIEW FROM THEIR APARTMENT!! O_O


and more! unedited this one!


on the plane home! had window seat!
THESE CLOUDS! dont u just wanna eat them?


woo


woo


woo!


damn luscious clouds!


lol


nice view yes?


mhmmm


random fire thing o_O


so much pollution!


me and cousins! (notice they are all males!!) lols and the girl cousin she was getting makeup done cuz yeah getting married that day. The one at the top used to be the CUTE LITTLE EATING BOY in the first pic LOL!! and next to me is AHH THREEE LOL!! can u tell who is who?


aww


look@MYCOUSIN O_O!


i really like this photo!


lols newlyweds!


they randomly had to walk under this red umbrella .... i dont understand the tradition haha



THE FAKE SKY! LOL in casino.. however the lights are real haha! duh

macau's main tourist destination haha


MACCAS!! HAHA


more fake sky n such



see! even a river thing with this singing guy in a boat that u can ride on haha

family tourist shot! HAHAS


what is that? 7-ELEVEN?! HAHAS

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