awws

Yes it been a highly dissapointing month.

with my dissapointing hsc results to my even more dissapointing UAI.
The hsc results were okay results, reasonable. I guess i was hoping for too much? i duno ... i was begging for at least one band 6 but ofcourse life is bitch (as we all know) and i didn't get one .. not even close to one! oh no its just band 5s and 4s =.=

Then the uai was just gay. because scaling is gay. i know its a fair system and what not but scaling is still gay. So yes scaling will always be gay to me *glares@scaling system*

Also i haven't been able to find employment! so it means i am poor and useless and completely hopeless. Farout =.=. So yes i am still desperately seeking a job. And like ... anyone .. help? HAHAHS

Sorry for my .... very long absence ! but theres really nothing to blog about. i can't keep blogging about my failures. See i was hoping something good will come up to blog about but in reality such thing does no exist. So i can only blog about sad things.

Also mother told me today that i am forbidden to buy myself a nintendo ds lite. i told her i'd use my own money but no. She just glared at me harder and said a harder no. aww man! i was so looking forward to getting a ds! and also a job to get the ds. but still! by tomorrow i would've saved enough money to buy the freaking console! but now life just decides to be further depressing and stuffing me into a deeper, darker hole. I might aswel be lost in space at the moment with the amount of hope i have left.

Also everyone i seem to talk to has this amazing UAI that is like .... makes me feel even worse! well i don't know. I mean i feel happy for them but i get reminded of my own failures and life sorta ends there and i start looking for a rope or sharp object. hmms

aww man i am so frustrated right now.

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It's realllly boring.

Yes i'm becoming bored into the depths of the unknown.

It is sooo boring. I have nothing to look forward to! i just know my results will be coming out i need to get a job before my parents nag me to death and that i hate stupid employers because they take too long to decide and think rejecting me is so cool. IT IS NOT COOL! Stop rejecting me! or i'll stop buying your products! i'm a consumer ... I HAVE THE POWER! LOL!

As you can see the boredom is also driving me into unknown depths of insanity!

Post-hsc is sooo overated. During hsc you had so much plans! but you didn't plan to be poor and bored and at home everyday and annoyed. Because during hsc your parents agreed to all your outings planned for after hsc because they wanted to keep you happy and studious! BUT AFTER! its all a lie!!! the only time your let out is for job searching! besides from that your caged in! aww its so sad.

So my days consist of television and computer and watching dramas. I'm watching this new drama called black sugar macchiatto and its weird LOL. But i'm starting to enjoy it as i'd rather this than say housework ... *shivers* LOL!

i hope to get a job by this week ... you know before the hsc results come out? and i become doomed and unemployable because of my result lOL!!

Yes i have gone out a few times but not enough. Especially when your doing absolutely nothing at home. I'm currently going through absolute, complete nothingness. I have never felt so useless in my life! i no longer have excuses to give my parents ... i can't say i'm studying or anything because well i don't need to do anything. AT ALL!! so why can't they just let me out and save me from insanity?

Also my dreams are going wild. LIKE FREAKING APESHIT.

last night i dreamt i went back to macau and saw my cousins and like i had a nintendo ds (<3) ... which was the highlight of the dream. And i was playing and like i slept in same room as one of my cousins and she had her ds too and like she had to take some medication and every morning i'd wake up and she'd be trying to murder me. One morning i had woken up suffocating because she was attempting to squash me to death. LOLOL! but yes she decided to stop taking the medication because she said she thought it was making her a killer and i agreed then we went to consult the parents and then i woke up. Yerp.!

Okay enough crazy ramblings from the bored to death hermit.

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Heres the season to be jolly!

FA LALALALAAAAAAAAA LALALAAAAA!!

So yes! nothing has been happening lately!

that is the reason for the complete lack of posts! also another reason is my lazyness ... which increases by the days!

Anyways! i NEED A JOB! LOL i was rejected my luna park! aww =( poor me!

so im like applying everywhere like crazy? LOLS!

this nutty applyer! LOLs

Well since jas wrote a paragraph about me i shall write a paragraph about JASMINE CHOI!!
WHO IS THE BABYBOKCHOI! LOLS! and hasn't been doing anything but playing games and such for much of the week due to her great chubbyness! because after pulling wisdom tooth out! shes become fat! LOLS and swollen! and been bouncing off the walls! LIKE ... A CHOIBALL! LOLS o_O_O!
- star★star☆heart❤ says:
i haven't blogged in
- star★star☆heart❤ says:
FOREBVVVERR!
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lol
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it's ok <3
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blog
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:D
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abt
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me
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>=P
- star★star☆heart❤ says:
lmaos mhmmms
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;)
- star★star☆heart❤ says:
I SHALLLS
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rrrrrRrrrRrr
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U MUST
- star★star☆heart❤ says:
LMAO!!! if i must

YERP! THAT IS CORRECT? HAHAS
yahlor. JJP IS FUNKY! LOLS i don't know what to write! BUT I HAVE FINISH ALL MY FREE TO 3 MINUTES BECAUSE OF JC! yes i spent my time talking to a vegetable. A babybokchoi! lols. And tmr shall go school with her because she needs to sign out! YAH! and i need to go to retrieve my thongs! FLIPFLOPS! Then thursday its badmington? YAHLOR! run around hitting a ball! GETTING SKINNY ALL OVER AGAIN! AWESOME? but ofcourse jasmine shouldn't get anymore skinnier or we wont be able to see her and that would be tres uncool!

Cuz then u cannot see the babybok choi! or poke her or eat her! HOW UNFORTUNATE? yah! im currently talking to babybokchoi! and shes not saying much because .... its really boring!

POST-HSC is rather overrated? and boring! nothing to do or anything! duddes!!

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