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Yes it been a highly dissapointing month.

with my dissapointing hsc results to my even more dissapointing UAI.
The hsc results were okay results, reasonable. I guess i was hoping for too much? i duno ... i was begging for at least one band 6 but ofcourse life is bitch (as we all know) and i didn't get one .. not even close to one! oh no its just band 5s and 4s =.=

Then the uai was just gay. because scaling is gay. i know its a fair system and what not but scaling is still gay. So yes scaling will always be gay to me *glares@scaling system*

Also i haven't been able to find employment! so it means i am poor and useless and completely hopeless. Farout =.=. So yes i am still desperately seeking a job. And like ... anyone .. help? HAHAHS

Sorry for my .... very long absence ! but theres really nothing to blog about. i can't keep blogging about my failures. See i was hoping something good will come up to blog about but in reality such thing does no exist. So i can only blog about sad things.

Also mother told me today that i am forbidden to buy myself a nintendo ds lite. i told her i'd use my own money but no. She just glared at me harder and said a harder no. aww man! i was so looking forward to getting a ds! and also a job to get the ds. but still! by tomorrow i would've saved enough money to buy the freaking console! but now life just decides to be further depressing and stuffing me into a deeper, darker hole. I might aswel be lost in space at the moment with the amount of hope i have left.

Also everyone i seem to talk to has this amazing UAI that is like .... makes me feel even worse! well i don't know. I mean i feel happy for them but i get reminded of my own failures and life sorta ends there and i start looking for a rope or sharp object. hmms

aww man i am so frustrated right now.

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It's realllly boring.

Yes i'm becoming bored into the depths of the unknown.

It is sooo boring. I have nothing to look forward to! i just know my results will be coming out i need to get a job before my parents nag me to death and that i hate stupid employers because they take too long to decide and think rejecting me is so cool. IT IS NOT COOL! Stop rejecting me! or i'll stop buying your products! i'm a consumer ... I HAVE THE POWER! LOL!

As you can see the boredom is also driving me into unknown depths of insanity!

Post-hsc is sooo overated. During hsc you had so much plans! but you didn't plan to be poor and bored and at home everyday and annoyed. Because during hsc your parents agreed to all your outings planned for after hsc because they wanted to keep you happy and studious! BUT AFTER! its all a lie!!! the only time your let out is for job searching! besides from that your caged in! aww its so sad.

So my days consist of television and computer and watching dramas. I'm watching this new drama called black sugar macchiatto and its weird LOL. But i'm starting to enjoy it as i'd rather this than say housework ... *shivers* LOL!

i hope to get a job by this week ... you know before the hsc results come out? and i become doomed and unemployable because of my result lOL!!

Yes i have gone out a few times but not enough. Especially when your doing absolutely nothing at home. I'm currently going through absolute, complete nothingness. I have never felt so useless in my life! i no longer have excuses to give my parents ... i can't say i'm studying or anything because well i don't need to do anything. AT ALL!! so why can't they just let me out and save me from insanity?

Also my dreams are going wild. LIKE FREAKING APESHIT.

last night i dreamt i went back to macau and saw my cousins and like i had a nintendo ds (<3) ... which was the highlight of the dream. And i was playing and like i slept in same room as one of my cousins and she had her ds too and like she had to take some medication and every morning i'd wake up and she'd be trying to murder me. One morning i had woken up suffocating because she was attempting to squash me to death. LOLOL! but yes she decided to stop taking the medication because she said she thought it was making her a killer and i agreed then we went to consult the parents and then i woke up. Yerp.!

Okay enough crazy ramblings from the bored to death hermit.

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Heres the season to be jolly!

FA LALALALAAAAAAAAA LALALAAAAA!!

So yes! nothing has been happening lately!

that is the reason for the complete lack of posts! also another reason is my lazyness ... which increases by the days!

Anyways! i NEED A JOB! LOL i was rejected my luna park! aww =( poor me!

so im like applying everywhere like crazy? LOLS!

this nutty applyer! LOLs

Well since jas wrote a paragraph about me i shall write a paragraph about JASMINE CHOI!!
WHO IS THE BABYBOKCHOI! LOLS! and hasn't been doing anything but playing games and such for much of the week due to her great chubbyness! because after pulling wisdom tooth out! shes become fat! LOLS and swollen! and been bouncing off the walls! LIKE ... A CHOIBALL! LOLS o_O_O!
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- star★star☆heart❤ says:
lmaos mhmmms
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I SHALLLS
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LMAO!!! if i must

YERP! THAT IS CORRECT? HAHAS
yahlor. JJP IS FUNKY! LOLS i don't know what to write! BUT I HAVE FINISH ALL MY FREE TO 3 MINUTES BECAUSE OF JC! yes i spent my time talking to a vegetable. A babybokchoi! lols. And tmr shall go school with her because she needs to sign out! YAH! and i need to go to retrieve my thongs! FLIPFLOPS! Then thursday its badmington? YAHLOR! run around hitting a ball! GETTING SKINNY ALL OVER AGAIN! AWESOME? but ofcourse jasmine shouldn't get anymore skinnier or we wont be able to see her and that would be tres uncool!

Cuz then u cannot see the babybok choi! or poke her or eat her! HOW UNFORTUNATE? yah! im currently talking to babybokchoi! and shes not saying much because .... its really boring!

POST-HSC is rather overrated? and boring! nothing to do or anything! duddes!!

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Hong Kong and Macau!

Yerp this week i went to hong kong and macau!

at airport jas so nice called me ! LOLS and i was so excited to go!! because i haven't been out of the country for like say .. 9 years? since 99. So yeah!

Anyways our plane became delayed!! omg i was like omg =.=

I dislike qantas! the seats were really uncomfy and the meals were gross and small. I was left starving!!

Anyways we finally got there like an hour late! then we couldn't find our uncle because my mother hasn't seen him in over 10 years and like .. she couldn't recognize him! I WAS LIKE OMG MOTHER!! then we spent an hour running around hong kong airport. We also tried calling but it wouldn't work because their phones were on the macau network and it doesn't work. So yes it was a frustrating hour. Then when we went to the payphone for one last time .. he was at the payphone and it was like a happy, shouting reunion of "I COULDN"T RECOGNIZE YOU OMG! UR SO SKINNY NOW! :O:O!" "WHERE WERE U ? OMG SORRY TO KEEP YOU WAITING! I TOLD U TO COME LATER!" lols and i just stood around awkwardly like yeahh ... LOL!

Then we went and caught the hong kong trains to get to some port to take a boat to macau. Hong kong trains are wayy more advanced than the australian rail network. It is suicide proof, silent, non-shaky and fast! like ZOOOOM. The like ... train area is blocked off with doors. and the train doors match up to those doors on the platform and the gap between the train and platform is like 3-4cm. You'd have to be beyond anorexic to fall into it! so yeah people can't jump onto the trains to suicide because its blocked off with like clear plastic glass or plastic? and only opens when the train stops and the train doors open. It is quite a complex system! that is FANTASTIC!!!

they also got this OCTOPUS card system. LOL i was watching a documentary on it! on their tv. And yeahh they top up this card they have ... and like to pay for stuff like trains and such and whatever leisure activities, buses .. ANYTHING!!! they just use the octopus card and beep it like our t-card bus system things! its so easy O_O! im amazed! LOl

Anyways i got abit seasick on the boatride. Btw its not this little dingy boat that we must row ourselves. Its like those nice looking tinted windows ferry boats at circular quay. Its ADVANCED! LOLS. I got abit seasick and i was tired so i fell asleep! and woke up and we were at macau. First we went to another uncles place and like my cousin came down and i had no prerecognition of his existence! hahas he is the second child and they call him "AHH THREE" LOL in chinese. So im confused. hahaha i always thought he was the third one thats why they called him that BUT I WAS WRONG!! LOLS

Anyways apparently he used to be really ugly and has become the best looking because they were all like "LOOK AT HIM! HE IS THE HANDSOMEST" and mother was like ":O! HE IS!" lmaos. And then they looked at me and they were "OMG! SHES SO TALL AND PRETTY NOW!! last time she came she was small, runty and dark and ugly" LOLOL!! Then they were comparing me against the cousin thats getting married saying i could be prettier than her. LIES! When i firs tsw her she had her hair full tied up and it was like okay ... then after her wedding she got a haircut and straightened and now shes :O!!! SMOKING! LOLS. So i am no competition! and shes still taller than me! by abit now hhas. Did i mention shes old? shes 28!! :OOO i thought she was like 24 or something. hahas

Anyways! next day was the wedding and that was an interesting wedding. See my cousin didn't know i was coming or else i'd be like .. first bridesmaid and wear the whole dress n stuff! but since she didn't she had to choose her ... fiance/husband's sister instead. LOL

As i bridesmaid i didn't need to do much but wear a flower on my arm and torture the husband before he came in. LOL. So yes we were at uncles house and yeahh he came at 11 on the dot! like he said lOL!
and before coming in we had to make him do stuff! we shook coke up and made them drink it and yeah the coke didn't explode much! SHAME ON THE COKE! it just like went all over the floor LMAO! then we made them eat extremely creamed cake. 50 push ups! which he couldn't do ... he had to seek help from his best men. Then we made him wear a bra, nappy, drink from baby bottle and kiss one of his bestmen! HAHA howver most he made his bestmen do! SHAME!! LOLs

then they had to pay the bridesmaids. And we all got $250 each which is apparently good LOL. and yeah we let them in and then he had to read this vowelly things in front of her bedroom door lmao! then she came out and they were married! aww she looked so cute because she was all giggly! LMAO!

Then we went around Macau to all the sights and stuff and photos photos photos! LOLS

Then at night was this dinner and it was like a bloody 10 course meal! i didn't eat everything because my stomach couldn't fit it and i was SOO INCREDIBLY TIRED! and the parents were drunk and that was just weird. Because they were all slurring and out of it! SHAME ON THEM! LOLs. And the dinner was on in this restraunt that spins around.

Yerp then the day after that we went to one of the casinos. The new one THE VENETIAN! and omg they had this area where its like outside. They had a fake sky and river and stuff! and it was SO COOL!!! i was SOO AMUSED! and we took photos n stuff mhmm! AWESOME.

Then days after that were filled with shopping until friday we went back to hong kong to visit motheres family friends and catch flight on sunday morning. Anyways it was BORING. It was only fun in Macau with family! WOO GO FAMILY!
i bought alot of stuff in macau!.

Lets list!
Mp4, green ARNOLD PALMER jacket, adidas shoes, formal shoes, formal bag, superlove t-shirt, superlove long sleeve jumper thingo, some random asian shirts, watch, mini external hardrive and umm i think thats it? i got a haircut too! HAHAS OH YEAH AND NEW GLASSES>
hahahs
wooo

Also my cousins had some of my baby photos! so i shall show!


mother said i was an ugly baby and DAMN I WAS. Guess which one i am?
IM THE ONE BEING HELD BY MY COUSIN (who just got married) the one with the extremely tiny eyes and tiny nose and tiny mouth on this fat round head!
and and ! isnt the one eating at the bottom so cute looking? HAHAS aww


LMAO@ME NOW i look like an idiot smiling toothlessly! HAHAS
and AHH THREE is behind me lOLOL!


this is their doggie!


THIS IS THE VIEW FROM THEIR APARTMENT!! O_O


and more! unedited this one!


on the plane home! had window seat!
THESE CLOUDS! dont u just wanna eat them?


woo


woo


woo!


damn luscious clouds!


lol


nice view yes?


mhmmm


random fire thing o_O


so much pollution!


me and cousins! (notice they are all males!!) lols and the girl cousin she was getting makeup done cuz yeah getting married that day. The one at the top used to be the CUTE LITTLE EATING BOY in the first pic LOL!! and next to me is AHH THREEE LOL!! can u tell who is who?


aww


look@MYCOUSIN O_O!


i really like this photo!


lols newlyweds!


they randomly had to walk under this red umbrella .... i dont understand the tradition haha



THE FAKE SKY! LOL in casino.. however the lights are real haha! duh

macau's main tourist destination haha


MACCAS!! HAHA


more fake sky n such



see! even a river thing with this singing guy in a boat that u can ride on haha

family tourist shot! HAHAS


what is that? 7-ELEVEN?! HAHAS

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FORMAL!

i'll blog about macau and hong kong another day because all this capped net is really hard to blog with! even typing is lagging!

FORMAL WAS SO MUCH FUN!

it pretty much topped up my awesome week!

So yeah first we went to arunyas house for hair and makeup!

and well .. me with makeup ... i look like a girl! LMAO!!

thats pretty much the reaction igot .. YOU LOOK LIKE A GIRL?! as opposed to me usually looking like a boy LOLOL!!

Anyways then we headed off for tanushras place and .. she has a nice place! and the limo was there! so we took photos! woo woo! and trishy .. looked like princess diana because of her hair! LOLOLOLOLOL!!!

Then off to luna park for formal we went and when we got there took more photos!
and saw everyone! and when sue saw me .. he mouth as as big as mouth of the luna park person!

then i saw lillian and her mouth also resembled that of the luna park person! and then anita saw me .. and her mouth was as big as the luna park persons whole face. LOLOL! then ... attacked by photos! LOL! which were quite fun really!

Then we were waiting for jas, jess, cyn and kylie .. who were HORRENDOUSLY LATE! LOLOL!
and when they got there .. i was walking towards them and they were looking at me weirdly because THEY LITERALLY COULDN"T RECOGNIZE ME AND WERE WONDERING .. WHY IS THIS GIRL WALKING TOWARDS US? lols! but yeah! and their hair was SO NICELY DONE!
and they all looked so good! lols

so did everyone else that night though!

so we took even more photos! and then went inside! and inside we sat and blah blah. Then it was time for FOOD! the entree was this beef thing with like vermicelli noodles with some REALLY NICE SAUCE! the whole dish was really nice ... i have a feeling the beef was raw? because it was pink! but it tasted cooked .. so i don't know! it was really nice though. However that was to be the end of nice meals for the night.
The main course was like two chicken leg thingos? with a random potatoe and spinach. .. the spinach was .. not nice! the chicken was boring! but the potato wasn't bad! LOLOl

then after that was desert! WHICH WAS LIKE A CAKE! chocolate cake! which was cute by the ex school captains and vices .. bumbi, zahra and rebecca. LOl it was boring =.= because it wans't fancy! and when they gave the cake the music came on so everyone just started dancing! LOL

but then music started getting boring so i went outside and found my asian friends! lols and we talked and teased lOl ... and jess was like "UR NOT ANNIE!" LOLOL. that reminds me of monica .. who everytime we took a photo she was like "U DONT LOOK LIKE URSELF! u look like some asian presenter" im like .. Eh? LMAOLMAO! so funny.

Overall it was quite fun!! FUN FUN! despite the food lmaos.

After formal we went to the afterparty which was at a bar at first! but then because under 18s couldn't get in they changed the location to a thai restaurant that turns into a club sorta thing? LOL! it was fun! because there was good music n stuff! however it got very hot lOl! and there was like alcohol bahhas. But i didn't drink! because im good lol!

yeah then went home at three! tanushras parents picked us up to go to their place because monicas car (SHE BOUGHT THE 4WD BMW AGAIN!!) was there .. so like yeah .. we rode luxurious cars all day! it was ... BMW 4wd, limo, another bmw and then the bmw 4wd again! woo woo! so it was a nice ride home! yerp yerp! we stopped over at arthis house to pick up monicas phone who she left with jum!

then we got home at 4! and i stayed over monicas place! and we literally slept when the sun went up because we went to sleep around 5 and we had the blind open and we could see the blue sky! getting bluer and bluer! and it was :O!! SUN IS COMING UP! OMG!! lols

yerp then woke up at around 11 because mother called! lols then we went out and got dvds and watched wild hods and blades of glory! then we made jelly and potato salad! it was fun!

then hometime!

PHOTOS! okay photobucket ordered them randomly ... despite my numbering! so yeah


for some reason all of jess photos are first! LOL
i wonder what that pink thing is ..


lmao@jess


shimmy!


pose!


LOL@ cyn with another cam! and jas's face! this is on the dancefloor


LOL again @ jas


jass and i!


trishy (diana and i in the limo)! woo lucky we didnt' crash lol


inside the limo! lol@ monz


pretending to sip champagne


at our desination!


lillian and i!


tis ANITA!! LOl


sue mooo!


jennifer yip yip!!!


katrina! hehe


sinthuu!!


iriis!!! LOLOL


yanny, tk and lil! LOLS


ohhlala yanny and tk ... i swear their bfs were getting jealous!


mois and tk!


with patamus and pj!


lookie! kylie, cyn, jess and jasss!


with dearest cyn!


kylie looks reallly good in this photo lol


jess ... the doll lmaos


cyn and jess!


cyn, me and jassypoo


at our table .. diana! monica and me!


LMAO@ANITAS FACE


DIANNANANNAA!!!


stephh and i!


more jess! i couldn't get away from her LOL


with pj!


with shamika! look@ HER EYES!! lol


mevyy!


emilyy! KANIKA!! WOO and me!


janiney!


with another jessica!



with one of the triplets .. not sure which one haha!

with YVONNE!!


emily again! and nancy!



cake cutting!

more jesss hahah!


dancing!



lol@ jas


jess and i! ... jess looks like drunk or something but there was no alcohol at formal haha

cyn, anita, me and kylieee!

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