Cyn's B'day party!

Yesterday.
LOL

So yes in the morning i was on the train! and cyn got on! and yay! i caught it with her from lidcombe to strathfield.

Then we met the others at stratty station at 11 and kylie and jas were late. Kylie had to bring her sister, Natalie
WHO IS SOOO CUTE!! i believe she is 9 or 10? anyway kylie had to babysit her. Then jas was soo super late that we decided to meet her at the city. She came at like 12.30 =.=

Anyways we went to eat first! cyn's shout! OH YAY. It was at Menya some japanese restaurant. Considering i never eat jap food except sushi, i had no idea what to get. So i just got teriyaki chicken soba and DAMN IT WAS SO NICE! i was so shocked, i devoured it. Then when everyone pretty much finished eating jas came. She complained about how she was looking which was stupid because she looked fine.

Then we went to market city because we were going to watch a movie. And we bought food and such whilst jas and lil went to galaxy to play some daytona. AND OHGOSH jas and lil SO PRO! they full kicked the guy's asses. HORHOR. And the guys they were so sad they started cheating and they kept crashing into jas and lil to help their friends. =.= loooserrs. Anyways kylie, natalie and i decided to play this other car racing game as the daytona ones were completely full and had people waiting too. And the back of the chair shakes! and everything it was really annoying. My chair also decided to spring backwards mid race because it was retarded. But in the end i came 2nd and kylie came fourth out of 3 players ....

Anyways then we had to hurry to the movie and Natalie wanted to vers me in DDR! Can u believe it? DDR? As if I would dance DDR! But then I was going to just for fun. But there was so much people there I was like errr .. screw it.

We watched this Hong Kong movie called “Hooked on you” it was quite alright and interesting, but the ending did not appeal to me! LOL.

Anyways afterwards we went to the bathroom and randomly decided to take photos, yes bathroom antics!

For some reason i cannot blog properly, i'm just doing some a "boring recount".

Well! after the movie we went along to galaxy world again for more car racing and stuff. JAS IS SO PRO AT EVERYTHING IN THERE! yet outside and everything she is so noob. LOl. Then cyn, gigi and kiwi went for K. and during the singing gigi went to the bathroom and dropped her phone in the toilet! LOLOLOLOLOL. poor gigi

So people assume i am good at games and what not because i am quite tom boyish BUT I AM SUCH A NOOB AT GAMES that its just embarrassing. The only thing i can play are games like warcraft or something, those games where its almost like there is no winner.

Then yanny and i ran around trying to find an ATM for her, BUT ALAS NO ATM IN MARKET CITY WAS WORKING! it was as if everyone decided to withdraw sooo much money that they went out of order.

When we got back to galaxy they had all come out and we were going to take capitols but lillian had to go home. So we went to capitol and lillian found her sister and they went home and we were joined by steph, jess's sister who couldn't stop glaring, making annoyed faces and giving dirties. LOL! Then jas and steph had this random moment of staring.

Anyways we took a sticky then jess and steph had to go. Afterwards we tried winning those toys from those toy machines where u have to grab it with the clamp. Phillip came and he is so incredibly noob at it. We all kept trying to get this turtle toy for natalie but alas! in the end phillip had buried it in a mass of ugly toys, real smart move.

Then after a while we had won like 3 toys but then we couldn't get the toy natalie wanted, however it was replaced by a hello kitty with a green apple .... LOL!

Then it was home time! except phillip dragged jas and yani to market city first because he wanted to vers jas in daytona. why? because jas is so ridiculously pro at it, she challenges male ego's ! hha.

overall it was A VERY FUN DAY!!

OH YAY!! LOL

PHOTOS!

LIL AND NATALIE!! LOL


bathroom antics .. LOL


some more!


bathroom groupie! haha except missing gigi, kiwi, kylie and natalie lol


LOL SOME MORE!


CYN!! and JESS!! LOL at galaxy


LOL LIL! low angle to make her appear tall ! haha


jas and i! and DOMOKUN


more jas and i at capitol!


cyn and i! LOL


wooot STICKIES!









thank you lil! for sharing photos as my camera cannot work under poor lighting conditions =(
shall post more photos when they come!

on a completely unrelated note, i was webcamming with jas the other day who happened to be eating and i said something to her and she attempted to smile, in which she looked remotely cute in so i took a screenie! HAHA


ok she almost looks like shes crying but trust me! its a smile!


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sleep and dreams.

So i had two dreams last night!
2
and i remember them!

One was scary

We were all going somewhere, i can't remember exactly where but we had to get their by car or bus or what not.
So everyone was hoping in cars and i couldn't get myself a ride. =(
and i knocked on someones window and they completely ignored me, it was emma's window.
Hodo drove past me in her white 4WD ...
Then there was still suemin and i can't remember who else still sitting on the steps of the school. So i joined them. I don't know what happened but by night time it was me and a few random people there but there were very few of us. The school had very bright lights and i was trying to sleep in the front of the school yard. Then i was trying to sleep in this chair thing at the front and trying to avoid the light coming from the school. Then sue min walks past me and she had just returned to school from i don't know where. But she asked me why i was there and not in the school because its dangerous where i was so close to the road. I said to her i'll be fine.
Then suddenly this man comes next to me and he said something and i got scared and i jumped out of my chair and stood there then he came after me and i tried to run. Then i couldn't run and he grabbed me and i looked at him and it was will smith ..... LOL!!
but it was so scary! then i started screaming at sue to help me, so she chucked bottles and random stuff at the man, from like a distance of 5 m and whilst sitting, totally missed. Then suddenly i started floating up and the man was still holding on to me so i assumed this was his way of kidnapping me! then yeah i was so scared. Then i woke up!
and i was like O_O_O_O_O_O and i could still feel the grip around my arms.

Anyways then i couldn't sleep!
then when i did
I dreamed i was walking down my road and i jumped and i started flying through the air like 2m from the ground, it was quite fun. Then i did some flips. Then in front of me where all these smashed cars halfway in the dirt ground and i tried to find people inside because i thought they were car crashes but no-one.

okay thats it

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dundundundunnnn

I hate this weather
i am unable to do any work!!
i tried to start some economics this morning, not only did it bore me out but the rain plummeted and so did my feel to work.

I've been looking at alot of digital art lately, with people drawing people and stuff
and it was soo skillful! and great!
mostly because they use tablets (those pen thingos u plug into ur computer and it senses ur pen pressure and such) but i only have a mouse and a mouse tablet so its no use.

But then i talked to someone who did it with mouse and it looked AWESOME except she didn't tell me how she did it. Just how long it took. 17 hours! O_O

I decided to try it for myself, i randomly got a picture of pete wentz. It was either pete or chad michael murray, but his hair would be abit hard to draw so i did pete wentz.

Anyways! i completed in 5 hours
YAY

So here it is.

and for the nice colourful "into the world" one, i finished it! =)
but that will be saved for tomorrow or something haha

Anyways i have alot of note reading and writing to do ... *le sigh*
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One more week!

of holidays left. Wow fast innit?

So i was meant to go to canberra for 23million withdrawals from the chinese communist party! but then no car space so alas. If your chinese and such you should withdraw from the chinese communist party! as they are evil, tsktsk to them! I was gonna play flute in the band as per usual lOL.

Anyways

I've been doing all this photographing lately but then i can't show because i'm going to use it for my visual arts body of work! i reallly want to show because i'm proud, i've discovered another technique - lomography. I can show you some that i did like that, at the end of this post. Just the crappy ones i'm not using for body of work. LOL! but at the end of the year i will show alll the photos!!
with alot of watermarks. LOl

Anyways i've also been doing my art assignment, one more paragraph and conclusion then i'm done! then i have to get onto the dreaded .... ANCIENT HISTORY SPEECH!! *shivers* i really don't like it! because 4 boring pharaohs! and you must cite historians and such and well i'm not too good at that. LOL I get confused o_O.

Next thursday - cynthia's birthday party! YAY!! i really need to get out of the house, i'm going abit crazy. I attempted to make cookies this morning. They were reallly unfantastic to the max. You don't even want to know. LOL. Its mainly because i didn't have the main ingredients - butter (had to use margarine), vanilla extract and baking powder. Yeah i think its obvious that baking powder was necessary but oh well!

I've been doing alot of sketching, want to get some drawing skills you know!
and yeah i can't colour them on photoshop because .... well i find it hard to colour hair =.=. I need a drawing pen mouse thing. Or else hair comes out looking like strands of straw. Which = not good hair. LOL

Humhumhuhmmm

FAROUT ITS SO BORING.

I wish i could've gone to canberra, i'd be doing something useful and good. But alas! I'm stuck at home doing essays.

Oh i don't even want to think about trials. I have english and ancient on the same day! do you understand how much memorizing thats going to take? first i must know about some books and what they are trying to portray and how they use techniques then i gotta know about the whole Egyptian civilization and what they ate and which sister they married. =.=

Then i got maths and economics on the same day too! PLEASE KILL ME NOW! WHY WHYWHY?
i'm failing maths like there ain't no multiplication. (that doesn't even make sense) but anyways economics i'm just on average. Borderline!
Plus with economics theres always so much.
2 essays, multiple choice and short answers!

as much as i love eco (its platonic as i only love it because its my only subject that scales up) anyways theres way to much to remember. It's like trying to understand what our governments doing, why we have inflation along with movements in the exchange rate and then also how much money australia owes overseas and the effects of them all and then the budget and then in the end how they all link together to create this adverse affect - the economy. LOLOL
I think that almost summed up the whole syllabus! i forgot about globalisation.

Well thats enough blubbering from me, let us have photos and drawings!

its my wrist btw.


window! LOls


fall out boy!


eye i drew today!


eye i drew YESTERDAY night! lols


some emo dude


LOL influence of english!


=)


the coloured version (unfinished)

everything is copyrighted, you steal i kill. LOLOLOLOLOL!

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I have my formal dress!

yesterday Hodo, trisha, sue-moo, vivianos and i went to the city in order to buy ourselves a formal dress!!
WHAT A TIRING DAY IT WAS!

There were lots of nice dresses but they were too expensive and then we saw some of the most ugliest things known to mankind. Yet they are also the most expensivest things known to mankind. Makes no sense! LOLS

Anyways there was this really nice dress in myer and i really wanted it but they didn't have my size! all too big.

We also went to sugar fix and hodo and trisha spend like $12-13 on jelly bellys!! each!! and hodo couldn't get over it, it was consuming her just like she was consuming them. You may wonder why i didn't get any, because i knew it would cost alot and i will go abit crazy with it and overbuy. HAHA!

Anyways when we went to parramatta because it was soo unsuccessfully expensive in the city, there were so many more dresses and such!!
HODO! would not stop looking at shoes, i mean she hadn't even bought the dress yet and she was googling over shoes. haha!

Anyways i bought my dress at parra! and yes its very casual not so much formal but then all the formal stuff looked so plain on me and also made me appear FAT FAT FAT!! OH MY!!

When we went to myer at parra, the dress i wanted was there and IN MY SIZE!! but by then i had already bought my dress. But i guess its ok because that NICENICENICE dress made my ass look big and frankly it looks so much more better on a mannequin than say a human. LOL

Anyways by the end of the day my feet were on FIREEE!!
when i sat down i could feel the soles of my feet burning, probably from relief! hahaha

I have also finished my english speech but now, its too long!!!
*dies*

damnit! LOL

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IFORGOTMYCAMERA!

Today i went out to the city for a performance.

I am in a band as you all know, with brass instruments and such. And we were protesting outside market city about the 3 australian's who went to hong kong to protest the 10 year anniversary of hong kong becoming part of china again. They were abused and detained then shipped out of hong kong with no proper reason as to why. Just because they were going to protest.
tsktsk china! not allowing freedom to protest!!

So i forgot to take my camera and oh gosh, the amount of photographic moments!

There was this nice sunset and also!!

VERONICA AND JESSICA WERE THERE!! OHMYGOD!! they're holidaying here in Australia for about a month. HAHA!
used to live in australia but move to hong kong and now! here they are again
and im so shocked
jessica used to be so small and cute and you can swing her around and such cuz she was tiny too. But now shes 11 and shes as tall as me and it was so shocking!!!!

Veronica is still the same hahaha! POO!

So yes after much protest i was getting cramps in my legs for standing to long and when i moved again it was slightly painful.

I had KFC and maccas today, oh shame annie!! DOUBLE SHAME!!! I'll be rolling around my house tomorrow!

It has been a tiring day and i am currently stressed about english as one of my related texts can't fit into the theme of "gifts" or "generosity" because well, the person doesn't give anything. I need help! in finding related texts that relate to the themes of grief and gifts or generosity and also show how new experiences create growth and change in people.

HELP ME PLEASEEE

ohgosh my dad has just started trumpeting, his trumpet is sooo dead, its beyond dead. Then he complains that is dead and it sounds so bad, "how am i to play with something like this?" and then he continues blowing into it. =.= sloow.

So anyways, it was a tiring day and i want to eat more grapes.
What more can i say. LOL

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bandwagon.

note: long, ranty, agroblog.

I'm going to join on the bandwagon and whine and bitch about my miserable life and these holidays which i will be traveling to the land of books and lined paper.

So yes, i want to be a graphics designer but i can't freaking design anything!!
I THINK IM RETARDED.
Maybe we should all just be accountants. We can count beans all days and follow textbooks, no need for creativity! just a calculator and fast fingers!

Year 12 is such a nightmare, i can't even properly bludge anymore. Everytime i'm not doing anything i get stressed and feel the need to take something out and place it on the table to seem like i'm doing something but then i'll know i'm not doing anything so then i'll stress some more and the vicious cycle continues!!

I feel like i'm going to be one of those labourers because at the rate i'm going, i seem to be doing bad at everything.

This is such a tragic year.

The only time i'm not stressing is probably when i'm eating ultra fatty foods, only because i'd be worrying about my excessive fat consumption instead of work. Even when i sleep i have stressful dreams!

Trials are coming and if i do bad for them, then please someone hire me! i'll clean your car!

Everyday after school i rush to get home because i know i have so much work to do. After school, if there is any moment of silence i think "oh going home!" then i remember the work load i have and, ta-da! instant stress.

I have been breaking down soo much!! it doesn't stop!

These holidays i have assignments to do which all just "conveniently" happen to be due in the same week!!!! week 2.

AHHHHHHHH I HATE EONOMICS THERE IS SO MUCH TO DO AND REMEMBER

Everyone seems to be doing so well, but i! yes always me! have to be doing so tragically in everything and my report, oh my. It was as if someone snuck some TNT into my life and when i opened the report *BOOM* it set if off and my life was over.

WHYYY.

And also my photography! i seem to only have 2 decent photos, i say not enough!!!

SO EXPENSIVE TOO

and my mum wants me to do housework but i say i can't because i have work then she got pissed and said i was being lazy and hanged up on me. Then i ended up doing it because ... well because!! I JUST DO THAT!

And my dad he is the best imitation of a rock i have ever seen, he just sits there like some fat boulder in front of his computer. He won't do anything, he just refuses to, he has all this time and he doesn't do anything while i am trying to study and do everything and also do all this unnecessary housework which my parents have claimed are my responsibility, like i am this housemaid.

The other day i forgot to wipe the table because why? because i was too busy stressing about school. And my dad wouldn't shutup about it and i was like "oh" because i had seriously thought i wiped it and then he kept complaining about how i won't admit to the fact i didn't wipe the table, it was asif i had murdered someone and i wouldn't admit it and then he told my mum and was like "SHE WON'T ADMIT IT" its like i don't freaking care, i was ready to shove my maths book up his nostril.

Plus while we were eating he kept half eating his tofu and putting it back onto the plate which had sauce in it, which is freaking disgusting. Then i made hot chips and i had sauce out on a small bowl because my parents don't like it when the sauce is on top so i decide to put it on a bowl to make it better for them. ANd my dad he dips his spring roll into the sauce and takes a bite then double dips it into the bowl of sauce. And some of the half eaten insides of the spring roll come out and go into the sauce, it is also a flaky spring roll so the flakes on it fall in too and it is so disgusting and he was like "oh" so i tried to avoid that corner of the bowl and i told him that its rude and disgusting to double dip. Once again he "oh"s and he gets another spring roll and rolls the whole thing into it, side to side and this makes the contaminated part with the inside of the spring roll mix with the fresh sauce. I WAS SOO ANNOYED but i couldn't do anything because he is one of those agro retard asian males who likes to use violence. Then when he went i washed all the sauce out and poured new sauce.

AHHH things like that piss me off because he smells and his breath smells even worse and its just disgusting and inconsiderate of others.

Now i'm just ranting about stupid things.

Also my dad is still unemployed, for what? 3 months now. It produces further stress on me because it means he is home 24/7, grunting and snorting and spreading his bad odor.

And also what annoys me is people who chuck fits over nothing, 2 happened this week but i am only referring to one of them because the stupidity of it was just too much. So much that it makes me want to laugh and fall out of my chair everytime i think about it.

I think i am much calmer now. hmm

I am trying to design something on paper hmmm. Then i'll scan it and trace it on photoshop and then i want peoples opinions so stay tuned!

I'll be blogging more than once a week these holidays.

Btw i love the sunlight. YAY i<3 Sun.

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much stressed annie the imploding mean asian girl who doesn't like random crap in her dipping sauce. Who has been up since 7.30 this morning and hasn't eaten yet.

apparently.

People miss my blogging.
so here i am today, to amuse and bemuse and make you procrastinate from your work which is sitting there, glaring at you.

It's been so dark and rainy for the past few weeks, rendering me unable to do my work!
I'm a bright sunshine person, i can only work during the day when the sun is shining through my window and giving my carpet skin cancer. I can't work at night as it makes me lazy and i get easily distracted.

However most people are night people, nocturnal i tell you!! i wish i was a night person, its better during school days and such.

Anyways! its finally and sunny bright day and i've been working all day!!
doing maths homework and maths assignment and reading abit about economics, taking out ancient notes and blinking at them, then pushing them to the side. I can't stand ancient!! its so boring, i no longer care about egypt and their stupid pharaohs who frankly led boring lives that mimicked the life of the pharaoh before them!

Economics isn't so bad now, its livable.

I was going to show everyone my new desktop theme and wallpaper but my net is slow now so, just too bad.

I need more ideas for art!!! i am completely out of ideas! except those ones that involve the countryside. Which are things that are totally not doable. I mean who here owns a hectare of sunflowers? anyone? didn't think so. I also need a fishtank or some clear plastic/glass thing that can hold water. I think its more plausible this one.

Hmm, its around 2 now, this is when my productivity starts to fade and i start to slack off and surf the net or something.

Well i plan to watch shrek 2 after this, its an impulse thing, i just felt like watching it!!

I hope hodo is happy that i did work today! and maybe i won't be beaten with a stick by her and trisha if i do better than them in the hsc!

Orighty, i'll try and blog more often, but things have to happen first!!

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lets try and be interesting.

Yes, lets.

So whats been happening lately? once again nothing really.

Hodan's birthday was yesterday and oh what a jolly day it was.

My glasses fogged up 3 times! like instant fog ups, not those stupid in shower fog ups and no i don't wear my glasses in the shower it just sits on the sink.

Well in the morning i got on the bus and da-da! my glasses instantly fogged up! the reason was because the bus was SOOO HOT inside and it was SOOO COLD! out side. And well yes the dramatic temperature change. I know the science behind it but i'm not going to bore you out.

Anyways it was really hot inside the bus and i almost suffered a claustrophobic attack after a while because it was really starting to get to me. The bus driver seems all fine about it, like he was baking inside an oven and he didn't even know it!

Anyways i also dropped my phone ... some three metres!

I was in front of the senior study which is on the second story with like a balcony looking out to the art block downstairs. Anyways i was just walking and holding my phone with my wallet and my camera so i guess my grip on the phone wasn't tight enough or something because when i turned around my phone just sprung out of my hand a flew inbetween the railings of the balcony and down 3 metres into the art quad/block thing. Near the tree. I swear everything went in slow motion, it was like the matrix without all the violence and sex. It fell, jumped around, slit and then flipped open. But all is fine everyone! because the phone is still alive! and i am still in shock at the fact it is still alive!

Then i went into the senior study and TA-DA! my glasses fogged up again! the senior study is always very hot because being students we too are unknowingly baking ourselves to death. Then i decided to heat up my noodles and when it finished heating i opened the microwave and *POOOF* my glasses was fogged once again! i'm telling you, it was so amusing. I thought i died or something because all i saw was white! i was like OHMY! LOL. i'm just kidding.

I shall bet myself $5 that no-one is actually reading.
I think i'll collect my winnings now because i'm sure i'm right!! LOL

here is a spiderman signature i made that I LOVE!! and a picture i drew of a friend LOL mhmm

tis KEVVV!! haha i like it cuz it looks cutee!

WOOO i LIKE IT CUS i've never made something that looks this good =)!
im proud!!

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Dead?

I just can't be bothered to blog lately. Plus no-one has been reading
so yes i've just been like *dead*
But then its mainly because of all the work i have now.
Year 12 is really starting to affect my leisure time. LOLOLOL!
and i think everyone else's too. RIGHT?

Today it is finally SUNNY! i haven't seen the sun for so long now! around half a week?

It kept raining like crazy! and like 9 people have died from all the storms and rains, poor people, they were killed by rain.
Whats more stupid is like our stupid dam has only been getting a little bit of water compared to the floods and stuff at the hunter valley and everywhere! Some parts of our dam haven't even been rained on.

I think that the quad of our school should be turned into a dam! LOL!
i mean it always floods up and all that water is sooo unused! it just goes into the drain which happens to be in the middle of the quad. Maybe the school should put a water tank there and then RE-USE the water for flushing and what not. Now i'm probably thinking abit too environmental but we are still in a water crises despite not seeing the sun for days and turning one shade lighter and slightly wrinkly from all the water. LOL!

Oh whats sad is this car was driving across a bridge on the PACIFIC HIGHWAY! and it collapsed while they were on it and the whole car was completely squished and everyone died. Mother, father and two kids! ISN'T THAT SO SAD? poor family!! And now theres this giant hole in the bridge and underneath is this squashed silver car. Tsktsk i can't believe it just fell! and this is the pacific highway! hellooo!!

Oright i must get back to my ancient speech which is boring me out because all i'm doing is recalling the fact that the pharaohs went on campaigns to other places and took over them and then build themselves buildings and temples to honour themselves for taking over other peoples lands. oh and marrying their mothers and sisters. ewww.

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