Graduation Tomorrow.

So we are graduating and I do not feel ready, I don’t feel like I am ready to leave school. To be a adult, on my own. Taking the world on.

I still want to scream at the top of my lungs in the train and laugh loudly. I want to be able to be silly and share my conversation with everyone and not have to worry. I’m not yet ready, I’m not mature enough yet. I feel like I have so many more years of childhood left, of immaturity, fun, loudness, growth and learning to go. I don’t want to leave, I don’t want to leave school to become an adult and face the world with its flaws. I’m just don’t feel like I’m ready. I feel like there is still much learning and maturing to be done. I will really miss wearing a uniform with pride, showing what school I am from and how fantastic we are. I want to take funny photos and unforgetable ones. I just don't want it to stop yet.

I'm going to miss lessons with my bestests friends. The fun times and the not so fun. The excitment of knowing our school has been egged or graffitied on. The further excitment of knowing that certain teachers are doing things for our entertainment. But really i will just miss the company of my friends and the joy they always bring. The doing of stupid things we would never do but do it anyways because of your friends (positive peer pressure). I will just miss all of it, it was like a giant support group. And i will really miss it. This is why its hard to leave.

I still can't believe its here. It only hit me when i was walking across the quad. It was this sudden realisation that this is going to be it. We won't be in the school anymore. The place where the majority of our fun times occured. Where most of our memories have been created. The greatest memories that i will never forget and always treasure.

But i guess its a stage in life we must all enter. The end of the old and the beginning of the new.

We will all find a new sense of independence and maturity that will guide us through our life and help us with facing the world and its many challenges.

I'm sorry to say but.

Its our .... journey ... that we all must take.

It begins tomorrow.

Is everyone ready?

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Warning.

there will be a HUGE photo/video dump on this blog on friday.

I am currently capped and have been taking excessive amounts of photographs! so yeah i can't post them.

Today i took 240 photographs.

yeah like WHOABRO.

HAHAs

well!

til' friday!

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Last friday!!

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG today is the last friday of school ... like EVER!!

How sad is that?
we won't ever say to our friends "have a good weekend!" i believe it is pretty sad =(
shall miss everyone dearly!
3 more official days of school left ... awww how sad!

Wells because the end of school forever is creeping ever so close. We decided to cam whore to death today.
very fun i tell you!
especially with jas and sarah and jess .. those nuts! we were going apeshizz.
LOL

So first period was english which we got this giant handout in and it was so long with such little writing. We couldn't finish reading it to do the questions but the teacher made us answer it anyways! and we were the only class doing work i think. It was sooooooo boring ... everytime the teacher left the room everyone started talking. No-one felt like working at all!

Second was eco which was equally as boring but then the teacher let us bludge halfway because once again no one was bothered and everyone was giggling and taking photos like a bunch of tourists! we even looked the part as the majority of us were asians! Then the teacher attempted again with multiple choice questions from board of studies on the overhead. But everyone was just doing their own thing. Also people from the other class came and gave us food, providing further distractions.

Then we had a freee and also an extended break because of teachers morning tea. It was sooo long! extra half an hour of break! almost like a lunch. We took photos like crazy, so fun! My battery died. LOL

Then when the bell went sarah and i went to the plaza with shaheen, cyn, steph, bonnie and gigi! yes we ate and all.

Then we rushed back to school to watch the teachers versus year 12 basketball match! which was really quite amusing! teachers won 24 to 14. They were GOOOD! LOLs, tall lanky male teachers LOL!

Yerps then last was maths which we played roulette and blackjack in! LOL IT WAS SO FUN!! bahh! but gambling is bad kids! SAY NO TO IT! then we organised our own little mufti day for monday. We think its okay because it doesn't disrupt classes or damage property or anything so we shouldn't get in trouble for it.

OKays PHOTOS AND I AM OFF

lol .. i loook retarded!!


jess and lil!


lil and sarahhhlings!


sarah attacking me with ... blue paper LOLOL!


cyn and i!


jess and i! lols jess in my glasses which were MUCH TO BIG FOR HER! LOL


woo groupie! ohhdear amy lOL


I LOOK SOO RETARDED HERE! LOL .. jas and i were attempting to make jess jealous by hugging so CLOSELY O_O



jas and kylie!

yanny and i LOLOL@jas in the back


jas and i again


LOL no comment.


much better innit?


jess being sexy doing her hair thing LOL!


yvonnee and i!


yvonne is so pretty LOL!


and cute BAHAH! ... yvonne and yanny


me getting glasses from jess lol


sarah laughing whilst choking me hahaa


ohh the sun! how dramatic haha


LOL jas is enjoying that!


sarah grabbing jas's invisible boob ahha


jess the asian curly haired grudge haha


LOL! bum touching


look@jas's face! HAHAS


LOL JAS


BAHHAHA


*DIES OF LAUGHTER*


LOL!!! toilet paper on her head


to much fun in the toilets i tell ya!


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Our school was ATTACKED!!

LOL!
by all the surrounding male schools.
They egged cars, including teachers cars, put cement in doors/locks and graffitied all over our school including an array of penis drawings. LOL
its kinda lame, i mean we don't do anything to them and they decide to bombard our school with this stuff! we never take revenge and yeah. PSCH GAY!

CRAZY STUFF TODAY!
i was meant to have a full period day but because of such happenings it wasn't so. LOL!

First off it was eco which i did a relative amount of work in, i felt proud. As my concentration level was longer than usual today.

Second was art and in the middle of art mevsim comes in huffing and says she and yvonne had to wash yvonnes car which was egged to death (she has a BMW!!) and also that when they were walking back to school a group of around 10 guys started chasing them with loads of eggs in bags and stuff, HOW SCARY. Then moments later during art (which was a really boring lesson) the music teacher comes in and announces to our teacher there has been egging and asks if my teacher would like him to check his car. Then 5 minutes later he comes back and goes "sorry to tell you sir but your car got it pretty bad". So almost half the class volunteers to help clean his car and we all go down there and theres about 10 cars in the carpark and only 3 cars are untouched! HAHA. It was crazy! the egg stunk like crap aswell!

So anyways we washed and scrubbed and some of the eggs had started cooking on the cars and well .... cars aren't non stick frypans so theySTUCK ONTO THE CAR and was almost impossible to get off. After some vigorous scrubbing we got most of it off. They attacked most of the really good cars. The BMW and VW golf were like omelettes! LOL. Yerp it was fun
pics of it ...

cooked egg that refused to come off!!


window eggs were also a HORROR!

mel and min getting into it! LOL the pooor VW gold ... which was BLACK as u can see .. soo egg was quite visible.

Yerps and we spent the majority of the next period cleaning the cars too.
Niruba got me to record them cleaning with her video camera and three cars full of guys, with all windows wounded down came past and slowed down, saw teachers and tried to look unsuspicious then drove off. I had the camera rolling on them LOL! anyways hope it got their number plates. STUPID GUYS! they are sooo EVIL!
one was a tarago! :O!!

Yerps

Last was english which we got lots of disturbances in. About car eggings, next week graduation and such. It was also SO HOT!!

okays photos


lil is shocked to hear about such egg attacks lol

jess tanning away ... see no face tanning! lOL


lol JAS AND I!


jess wouldn't let me take a photo with her ... instead she offered her hand which she claimed was pretty or something lOL

jas being umm ... FACE FED by sarah LOLOL!


this looks like some shakespeare play about a peice of toast LOLOL! the drama!!

jas and her camera haha


LOL@ anitas disgusted face!


LOL again @ anita's face ... and i have no idea what jess is doing haha

:O SHE SMILES!! LOL


yes..

kylie looks like a kid here haha and sarah EATING AWAY AT THAT TOAST AGAIN! LOLOL!!


and lastly it tis cyn! and the sharpening of the photo has made her hair look like straw =.= LOL!!

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One week and so later

So school is ending ... TERRIBLY SOON!

I'm sure everyone remembers those days when we used to wish for this day to come by.
I know i'm still wishing for HSC to be over and such but that would mean that everything else is over.

Sorry everyone for not blogging for more than a week! :O!! SHOCK HORROR!!

Anyways.

When wednesday 27th comes we will all graduate and become free from the school which has been our safety net for all those years, all those 12 years. We sat around attempting to learn, some more successfuly than others *ahem REBIA*. And then its all gonna be over. When the realisation finally hits you that this is the end of your childhood, your going to be independent, the feeling is one of the most saddest. You feel unattached like something floating in between, as if in limbo. We aren't going to have anyone to really depend on, you do things all by yourself. Your not going to have that circle of friends that you see everyday, that reassures you that your not alone, when you do bad you have someone to complain to, to bitch to, just someone there.

Yeah so you'll have uni friends but really half the time you won't see them.

I am really going to miss school =(
i don't want to leave! BAHH! but i also do want to leave. Mixed emotions!!

I think i'll reattempt this apparent "emotional" and "depressing" post. Some time later when i'm feeling sadder about the leaving of school. Because my emotions pass by too quickly for me to fully experience them. One minute im stressed to death! then some 30seconds later i'm fine. Its ridiculous! i think the longest time i've felt an emotion is during those breakdowns during the middle of the year. I haven't had anymore breakdowns, just little random bursts of stress.

on other news relating to the week.

I cut my finger on a stupid porcelain ornament and it bled like crazy. i couldn't play my flute. But now it has all healed!

Also i seem to be coming just below average for everything except art which is ... i have no idea but i don't think too bad and also english which i proudly announce i am coming 2nd in the grade for! YAY YAY YAY! so i have been telling every living soul that does english (whole grade) like this crazy looney toon. O_O HAHAHA!!

Anyways its awfully boasty of me but i can't help it! i never achieve anything so yeah, its a rare opportunity so i take advantage! LOL!

Anyways .. nothing else really.

OHYEH i bought new shoes and they are chucks and they have sheep on them and i love them very much. =D pictures next time i post ... which i don't know when that will be. hahaha

for now. farewell.

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Doesn't take that long to breathe.

Today was rather uneventful. There were alot of people away for various reasons - rain, sickness, uts kuring-gai open day and i really highly doubt for protesting against bush at APEC. LOL!

So class was rather empty making it the more uneventful.

In economics, which was first the teacher commented on how there was a substantial amount of people away, indicating her presumption they were protesting against APEC (since we learn about APEC and all that jazz during eco). But then soon enough all the late people rolled in and only one person was away. YANNY! the yarnbolio. Who was at the kuring-gai open day.
Then we went through our topic - prices and incomes policies. Wow there was alot to write. Centralised and decentralised income policies or something. So indepth with the disadvantages and advantages. I was so slow writing them down and the teacher commented that i probably would type it faster on the computer which was true as emily soon pointed out. =D.

Then we had art which lil and i mucked around in. Taking photos and such. However we still learnt. I think i now know how to better analyse paintings and such. Gotta look out for placements of the body and such and also what it reminds you of. usually i just blabber on making it seem like an english essay as i use english techniques =.=. Such as contrast, colour and so on. bad move! Then the teacher kept picking on lillian which made lillian quite angry. jasmine as not here as she also went to attend the kuring-gai campus open day. Usually the teacher picks on jas because she doesn't listen.

Then during the break kirthika kept saying "OMG OMG" and when she said it her eyes would become really big making her seem shocked. So then trishy and i kept teasing her about it and yelling "OMG" and raising our hands in retarded positions like as if we were attempting a mexican wave underwater. It was tres hilarious.

I should really stop bludging in ancient. I spent the whole lessons watching the rest of the movie norbit on sue's ipod. It was REALLY FUNNY! to me at least. Tomorrow i plan to do work in ancient!! YOU CAN DO IT ANNIE! LOL!

Lunch as relatively boring, nothing much happened. Had to steal food off people because everyone ate my sushi during break 2!
We also found out about extension 1 peoples exam results. Only 5 people passed and the highest was 61%. WOW. It was because the teacher that set it is this mathematical genius who probably made the exam thinking it was relatively easy to his standards but in reality it was probably like trying to drink water during torrential rains. LOL WHAT A WEIRD COMPARISON.

English was the most excruciating and boringest of the day. We spend the whole lesson listening to this monotonous man carry on on a stupid cassette about the play "Away" by Michael gow. Then we listened to the play being read out. That was also a tragedy. There was literally and i am speaking literally once without exaggeration, not one person in the room who was enjoying it. Some were bashing their heads with the play book, some were sleeping, i was reading economics notes (for about 30 seconds until i realised i couldn't concentrate because the monotonous speaking man was interfering with my own reading), others like alex and also me were thinking of grabbing the cassette and stepping continuously for the next three days. Alex was also thinking about stabbing it. Some others were pretending to be interested but were actually in their own little world ahem shaheen, sarah j, sharon! And the rest of the people were chatting and possibly secretly listening to their ipods or like sue attempting to watch a movie on hers (harry potter). And i think everyone at one time wanted to kill themselves.

Why was the cassette so boring? BECAUSE EVERYONE HAD A MONOTONOUS VOICE! and also the fact that even when people were angry they spoke at the same pace and when they paused at commas, full stops or in the middle of a long sentence, those pauses were about 30seconds to 1 minute long. Extremely annoying. The teacher couldn't even take it at times as he occasionally left the room for no particular reason. BAHH IT WAS SOO PAINFULLY BORING!! shaheen claimed her brain was bleeding. My ears were bleeding.

Lets move on. LOL! LESS BLABBERING MORE ... recounting? LOL

And jess was away but i bet if she was there she would be sleeping, announcing her boredom and tiredness, getting pissed at me. Really they all centre around there.

ANYWAYS.

Long post today isn't it?
WELL IM NOT DONE YET

On the train after bumbi, rebia and monz had left.

TWO CREEPY GUYS GOT ON!! one was the creepy retarded guy that smiles and attempts to make creepy conversations with me and is extremely scary.
THE other is this other retarded asian guy who is even more creepy as he grabbed me once at the bus station. Anyways i almost had a heartattack when he came on and when i saw the other creepy guy i was about to start writing goodbye messages to everyone. It had to be the worst train ride ever! I WAS ALL ALONE! FROM SEVO TO BLACKTOWN AND OMG its a a5 minute ride but DAMN it felt like as long as listening to those monotonous people on the cassette.

Anyways the creepy asian dude (who i was more freaked out about) was less than a meter away from me and he turned around and gave me a creepy look, then kept staring at me and suddenly his hand was at his crotch area and i think he was masterbating =.= because his hands were making those movements and it was so scary because it was so obvious. but i didn't look down because frankly i don't want to see. Anyways he kept doing it and doing it and i was like OMG IM SOOO FREAKING FREAKED RIGHT NOW THAT THOSE STUPID DYING PEOPLE IN THE GRUDGE MOVIE AINT GOT NOTHING! There was also this guy standing behind me and i kept moving closer to him, i was almost leaning on him and i actually stepped on his feet. Anyways i apologized to him and i hope he understood and saw what was happening because it was not my fault that i was almost using him as a corner to confide to.

Then the guy stopped his masterbation movements but kept staring at me in this creepy way but then finally turned around. I WAS SO SCARED HE WAS GONNA TOUCH ME AGAIN, if he did i don't know what i would've done. I probably would've yelped. LOL!

Anyways thats it for the day.

Also the creepy asian guy he touched jess ... or was it jas? at berala station aswell. I think he has moved to blacktown =.=
SCARYYYYYYYYYYYYYY BAHHHHHHHHHHHH

TAKE CARE EVERYONE!

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THIS

is now the real post.
! haha!

So yes i got a new flute
WOO
YAY EXCITMENT TO THE MAX. I took a photo but its blurry so maybe tomorrow.

and need good lighting!

anyways its fabulous! i love it! its so easy to play! unlike my old one. Yerp wonderful!

Anyways on saturday monica, parambir, rebia and i went to maquarie uni open day!
wow, macquarie isn't the prettiest uni. Everything is quite old and well yeah, not that appealing.
The first lecture we went to was really boring, the man spoke in the most monotonous voice i have ever heard. He probably holds some record for a never changing tone of voice.

However the accounting one was much more interesting but the room was really unappealing it was all dark and damp-ish in a non moisturous way. haha thats not even a word!

Then afterwards we went shopping at the macquarie centre and it was absolutely packed! we drove around trying to find a car space then suddenly one popped up and we all started squealing inside the car like retards. Lucky people couldn't hear us outside or they would've thought we were a bunch of nut cases getting excited over a car space. LOL!

Yes then we did some extensive shopping where each of us were pleased with our purchases =D.

Moving on.

Today was relatively boring. Did nothing really, went to school, attempted to learn. But failed miserably as my mind ended up drifting away somewhere else, to happy land (lol?).

Art was bludgy, spent most of it taking random photos! haha which are on lillians camera which is relatively good! for a sony camera. AHHA!! LOVE IT.
Anyways the photos are funny and i'll post them when i get them =D

Wells yerps i'll just give photos now because nothing else to say.

jas being studious in art (first time EVAR) LOL!


me being a luvo in my yard =.=


and more! LOL


CAN U BELIEVE THIS IS A PHOTO FROM MY PHONE? the quality is quite good haha


ahaha! HODO AND I LAST WEEK!


more!


and monz and i at valleygirl ! LOLOL



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