So we are graduating and I do not feel ready, I don’t feel like I am ready to leave school. To be a adult, on my own. Taking the world on.
I still want to scream at the top of my lungs in the train and laugh loudly. I want to be able to be silly and share my conversation with everyone and not have to worry. I’m not yet ready, I’m not mature enough yet. I feel like I have so many more years of childhood left, of immaturity, fun, loudness, growth and learning to go. I don’t want to leave, I don’t want to leave school to become an adult and face the world with its flaws. I’m just don’t feel like I’m ready. I feel like there is still much learning and maturing to be done. I will really miss wearing a uniform with pride, showing what school I am from and how fantastic we are. I want to take funny photos and unforgetable ones. I just don't want it to stop yet.
I'm going to miss lessons with my bestests friends. The fun times and the not so fun. The excitment of knowing our school has been egged or graffitied on. The further excitment of knowing that certain teachers are doing things for our entertainment. But really i will just miss the company of my friends and the joy they always bring. The doing of stupid things we would never do but do it anyways because of your friends (positive peer pressure). I will just miss all of it, it was like a giant support group. And i will really miss it. This is why its hard to leave.
I still can't believe its here. It only hit me when i was walking across the quad. It was this sudden realisation that this is going to be it. We won't be in the school anymore. The place where the majority of our fun times occured. Where most of our memories have been created. The greatest memories that i will never forget and always treasure.
But i guess its a stage in life we must all enter. The end of the old and the beginning of the new.
We will all find a new sense of independence and maturity that will guide us through our life and help us with facing the world and its many challenges.
I'm sorry to say but.
Its our .... journey ... that we all must take.
It begins tomorrow.
Is everyone ready?
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Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Graduation Tomorrow.
Posted by Annie at 5:33 PM
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omg!! the fear of the unknown!! i miss school already!! i miss the teachers !! the students!! the uniform and being SENIORS!! i'll miss you too annie *SNIFFLES*
annie! was the aim of this blog to make me cry? cause u achieved it! i dont feel ready to embark on the world alone, and not being with friends talking about basically anything and everything! ok i have to stop. i'll see you 2MORO AT SCHOOL! can't say that for much longer.
MY GOD. I'm all teary now =0=" I DON'T WANT TO LEAVEEEEE. OMG. The fun-ness with friends T____T" This is so depressinggggggg. =( WILL MISS YOU ~~
OMG ANNIE!!!!
I TOTALLY AGREE WITH STEF!! ARE YOU TRYING TO MAKE US CRY!?!?!
*runs and hides in a corner!!*
LOVE YOU ALWAYS ANNIE!!!
I'm so sorry for the times when I go crazy and scream until your ear drums burst!! But I hope that all those memories we shared together-the good and the bad, will always be treasured in your heart!! I can promise you that those memories will definitely be remembered by me! In the future and in whatever you do, I will always-(regardless of ANYTHING!) be supporting you till the every end!! Just do what you love and life shall be like a box of chocolates (LOL!!! In sudden need of a simile..please excuse me..)
Thank you for being such an awesome friend!! Your jokes really make our lunchtimes a lot funner and I really thank you for this! Although at times we have our bad days.. the boring days.. but that's okay as life is filled with ups and downs!!
Promise me that we will see each other again in the future and best of luck in your future endeavors! But for now, please study hard for the HSC (ITS NEVER TOO LATE!!) so that after the hsc you won't regret anything!!
Good luck and may god bless you always!!
xoxo anita
cyn: yeah!! the fear of the unknown! yes i miss school too now!! aww i will miss you too cyn! ofcourse i will!!
steph: yes i was aiming for that abit. But just some emotion! i dont wanna go alone either!!i need to talk to my friends too =(
CYA TMR! I KNOW!! i will treasure the cya tmrs!
lil: awws! i dun wanna leave either! OH THE FUNTIMES WITH FRIIENDS ARE ALWAYS THE BEST!!
WILL MISS YOU TOO!!
anita: yes sorta? hahas
LOVE YOU TOO ANITA!!
yeahs i will always remembering ur deafening roars. but thats just all part of the uniqueness of our friendship. WHo else has a friend who can burst your eardrums? hahas! i will remember all those memories!! as they have been great! LOLS
i like chocolates. bahahas!
I WILL SUPPORT YOU TOO!!
yes thank YOU! for being a greaattt friend too! awww anita u say the nicest things! haha u also make the funniest faces which i can't forget! haha mhmm! its life!
we will go out again! i refuse to give up CAPITOL!! LOLOLS!!
good luck in HSC TO YOU TOO!! WE CAN DO IT !! STUDY HARD!!
ahaha LOVE YOU ANITA! AND STEPH AND LIL AND OFCOURSE DEAREST CYN!
OH! It really is the end!! :O!
Just as Fall Out Boy says:
THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES!
Wow! How does it feel like being so old? Don't you regret complaining about the boredom and stress you suffered during your 13 years of school? It may be because you were oblivious to the stresses outside your comfort zone.
Oh well.. now that you are exposed to the big world, you will have to cope with it. (omgosh... we had crossroads today. It's taking effect!!)
Good luck! I'm sure you'll be fine! I suppose it will be better for you. =D
trishy: yes it is! mhmm thnks fr th mmrs!!
janita: it feels old and sad. nah i dun regret complaining as in the end its all part of it! if u dun complain u are too perfect and not human!
it comes and we must accept it!
LOL CROSSROADS!
GL FOR U NEXT YEAR!
thank you for creating more tears.
thank you for being a great friend and for listening to my whinging lol
i wont say i'll miss you because we'll still be friends =p
love, hodan (you know, my REAL name! lol)
The Journey - by the ever great Cat Dang
This is the last days of our six year journey, my friends
This is the last days we may see each other again.
'Coz we'll be walking down seperate pathways,
Apart and different from each others'
Memories will fade, friendships may break, ties will loosen forever
So just promise me you'll remember all the things
We've been through together, this may be the end,
I know I'll cherish the laughter and tears we've had in the past
As you walk on forwards towards your seperate futures
Just try to stop. And look back around
Remember... The Journey!!
Through the years we've fought over silly matters, my friends
We've repeatedly hurt each other, again and again
But as time flew by, as we grew together,
We have thought and realised
Someday maybe we'll all drift apart
But journeys last a lifetime
So just promise me you'll remember all the things
We've been through together, this may be the end,
I know I'll cherish the laughter and tears we've had in the past
As you walk on forwards towards your seperate futures
Just try to stop. And look back around
Remember... The Journey!!
We've come so far, together
I don't know how I can live without you
Help me to light, the road ahead
I need you by my side
To light the road ahead
The Journey!!
So just promise me you'll remember all the things
We've been through together, this may be the end,
I know I'll cherish the laughter and tears we've had in the past
As you walk on forwards towards your seperate futures
Just try to stop. And look back around
Remember... The Journey!!
frobro: aww frobro! always hodo!
yesshhh we will still be friends hanging out!
Cat: haha
THAT SONG IS AWESOME. i dun wanna read it or i'll start crying!!
NO NO NO !@!
Dear SGHS 07
You girls are amazing human beings. I don't think I have ever or ever will come across girls like all of you's. We manage to put aside our troubles of the past six years and come to one of the most important days to this date; Year 12 Graduation. I know we may have anticipated this day from the day we started high school, but when reality hits, it really hits hard. Many of us can't bear to leave school because the friendships we've made along the way are to precious to be replaced. I am one of them. Sometimes I think and I wonder what would I do without you girls being the wonderful people you are?
After six long arduous years, the day has finally arrived. The inevitability of letting go of adolensence and taking on the rites of passage into adulthood. I can only tell you that the past six years have been the best ever. I wouldn't want to have spent it anywhere else in the world. You girls are my friends, my classmates ... my sisters. And forever, that will stay.
AS QUOTED FROM MY BLOG :)
I'LL MISS YOU ='(
aww liana! what are we to do? without our dear friends!!
its so sad =(
you'll never experience a group of ppl like this ever. :'(
i'm not ready to leave.
How very sad, and very true.
Has it really ended?!?! I'm going to miss all those random conversations in the mornings and in the hallways, at lunch and in class, that seem to start from no where and then everyone's just falling over themselves laughing some how.
Among many other things.
photos!
http://picasaweb.google.com/patricia.ly
See you tomorrow and after that as well of course! Let's have another all nighter on msn XD
julia: ever. never ever. hmm
pat: lols yes it has! it has ended and i'm still in denial!
i loved the random stuff we did and the random conversations oh its just sad now.
hahas!
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